Chapter 18- The Visitors

Chapter 18- The Visitors!

So I left you with a cliffhanger in chapter 17. Even worse I left you hanging for three weeks! I do apologize for the wait, but I promise you the reasons are valid. I refuse to post something I don't feel is good.

For a long time 18 was bad. Actually, for a long time 18 was two words on a white screen-
Chapter 18.

I think part of my problem was writing in Edward's POV. I wish every time I sit down to write that I had started this story in third person perspective. I really hate switching POVs. I don't dislike reading them I just hate writing them. I also didn't have a song to listen to while I was writing. When I find a song that inspires me I become obsessed with it. I draw from the emotion of the lyrics or even the music itself.

Next up is Bella's POV and I have been listening to The Lonely by Christina Perri over and over again. There are two lines in the song that I feel fit Bella throughout my whole story, but even more so now.

"I'm a ghost of a girl that I want to be most
I'm the shell of a girl that I used to know well"

Yes there will be a reckoning for Victoria, but truly the whole point of this story is Edward and Bella finding their way back to each other.

xoxo,
BSE